It is natural to feel a little uncomfortable when making forward steps, in moving forward.
Your mind wants to have all the answers yet it’s not a case at this time for you to “know” on that level, for you know in truth at a deeper level. This is you working through old behaviour, old patterns and building something fresh from a flowing energy.
It can be easy and simple should you choose it to. Your tasks can be completed quickly when in the energy of trust and receiving, when in the energy of knowing that this will be birthed in a format that feels good to you.
Your mind is doing overtime because it’s new, it’s different, it’s expansive and moving out of a safe zone. It’s natural for you to question everything. You may feel off on one level but you are encouraged to dive deeper into the trusting and knowing energy of your heart. It knows that this will be ok, and that everything at the moment is a trial period where you are sifting through the old while also birthing new ideas, new patterns and new behaviours.
This is new so you will feel the resistance. Be wary of what is keeping you from moving forward. Stay centered, strong and believing in yourself. That you can birth this, that you can bring this to life. It’s already happening, the ease to which this happens depends on you, on you being so present with the feelings, thoughts and behaviours. You know what to do.
And please remember, this is PLAY time, you’re not putting anything on the line right now. You’re playing with energies and in the process shifting some very old patterns making way for a new way of being and creating in the world. The mind will be very active, notice where it wants to take you into dark thoughts, and pull it back to the grace. Feel the grace circulate in your body, it snake up your spine, the thriving lifeforce in your blood. This energy is your guiding force.
Put the mind to the side and breathe.
Have fun with this. Yes things won’t feel right but remember this is you on a tightrope of old behaviour versus embodying the new. You will be pulled by both forces so it’s important to always come back to your heart and trust. That’s it, notice the energies of the moment of you building something new but having to work through old stuff. It’s progress, even though it doesn’t seem that way.