The emotion you are experiencing is an indicator that you are out of balance. You are at a point where you now look to the future yes but it doesn’t negate where you are currently. There is joy to be had in the present moment and what is really happening is that your mind is focusing too heavily on the future and therefore putting to much pressure on you and the process that you are currently going through.
You are aware of the longings of your heart and as such you will need to step out of the confines you’ve placed yourself, to be free to have fun with it. You do not need to look at others, what is important to you is that you find your own way.
You’re not in a flow state today because you aren’t allowing yourself to be in one. You are stalling in really taking a leap forward. You are holding things at bay, your mind is working overtime to consume you with thoughts that aren’t necessary.
Breathe into your mind and send it some love, for it’s doing its job, it’s working extra hard when it doesn’t need to. It’s strategizing, and planning, and worrying, and thinking of the future, and getting distracted and bogged down with unnecessary things. All you need to do is tune into your heart today and take action from there – there is nothing else really to achieve or worry about.
What is important is that while the urge is to strategize and plan extensively, take a step back from that future tripping and be here now. You know what you need to do right now, so do that right now, which will ease the emotion, that’s what the emotion is trying to tell you. Yes you want to be in the future with everything perfect and wonderful but it doesn’t work like that. You are where you are right now and while you can form a loose strategy, its important to flow in the now with what you intuitively know to do. You know the step you need to take.
Your desire is important to you. Don’t worry about the finer details now, keep it simple and allow it to form from there.
There is energy currently releasing, transforming, shifting, allow it to be so. There is nothing off in your life, only that you’re not where you want to be, but allow the journey to unfold. Allow your intuition to guide you. Play with this.